I am Yas.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

HE has gone.
THEY have gone.

yeah yup yah.....

My beloved sister- yasmin
My witty brother-in-law- tarick
And my dearest nephew- ashick

The 3 went back to france.
12 hours journey.
Flight was at 1pm just now.
But til now my heart still aches...
It's saddening.
It's depressing.
It's gut tearing and gushing and oozing.
We all came back to an empty home.
Filled with no ashick noise whatsoever.

And when i walked in my room.
I saw ashick's baby-blue pillow.
Then i remembered what my sis said
while we were sitting in the airport.

" you'll miss ashick soo much when you see his pillow in bed "

And i did.
Very extremely soo damn much.
I started to cry, and it really aches you know.
It's like..
anything i see lying around would remind me of him.

Damn this emotions.
I wish i was not able to feel pain at all.
That would be my desired super-power.
In this way..
i can let people in, and not close them out.
No emotional...
link/bearier/ties/bond/chemistry.
Life would be so simple and peaceful.

Sigh sigh sigh.
I don't know when till you come back again.
Come back again.
Come back again, baby come back again!
Come back againnnnnnnnn......
Don't let it end.
Nononono baby, nononono woaw.

Who knows?
Next year?
Two years from now?
Only god knows.
Yeah.

I gave up at
7:15 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

Yasrina Bebe.
June 22nd 1989

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